| today... |
[Dec. 22nd, 2003|09:41 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | midwestern stylings(acoustic version)-glassjaw | ] |
i think i love daryl again.
yeah i think i do.
yeah i do.
i love daryl hes soo beautiful its unbelievable and i dont mean just cuz hes stunningly gorgeous, i mean the kid is beautiful.
but he isnt here...oh well he fucking cured me almost. so yeah glassjaw it is |
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[Dec. 21st, 2003|09:21 pm] |
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| |  dirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | converge-downpour | ] |
...not okay
i went shopping today with the mom, i had like a panic attack in the middle of the store and thought i was gonna die. now usually shit like this happens at night, but lately it just sneeks up on me, fucking bastard.ohh well, i get to see a counseler...heh. last night me and ryan stayed up all night counting stars, which just shows how lame we are. later on we read astrology books and talked to each other in russian nadsat slang, which he sucks at...and i dont bc im language queen. then.........nothing, blah, bad stuff that happens with only good guy/girl friends...and a big shit load of broken hearts. he left and i cried again, im beginning to think he is the cause of all of this shit thats been happening to me, its like whenever hes not there im going crazy and whenever he is im all calm and everything is okay and i can fall off a cliff and still not go through a single second of panic or pain. |
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